31 December 2011

Poems published in "Clapboard House"



Several poems published in "Clapboard House" including:

Page Turner (Can One Trust the Narrator?)

Fleetwood Bridge

Artifacts

Lost and Found Again

and

Garland



Many thanks to "Clapboard House" for featuring these poems of mine on their website! Check them out at:


http://clapboardhouse.wordpress.com/poetry/maryann-mccarra-fitzpatrick/


15 December 2011

Announcing -- "Ramblings" Just published!!!!

Via Toni-Ann Caserta Buckley, whose son, Jesse, has just published his first volume of poetry........


Ramblings

Authored by Jesse Ruben Buckley III

This book is the result of years of thoughts, ideas, and ramblings of a self-described
imaginative-scientist-author-poet who taught himself to read around the age of two.

A light read, that contains surprising insight into the world of the young through the eyes of a highly gifted child.

It is highly recommended to parents, teachers, and anyone who share in the wonderment of a child.



Publication Date:Dec 10 2011
ISBN/EAN13:1468040219 / 9781468040210
Page Count:78
Binding Type:US Trade
PaperTrim Size:6" x 9"
Language:English
Color:Black and White
Related Categories:Poetry / General

22 November 2011

Poem, "Transfer" published on The Mom Egg website




http://www.themomegg.com


Poem: "Transfer" published online on the "Vox Mom" page of The Mom Egg website.....check it out!


http://www.themomegg.com/themomegg/Blog/Entries/2011/11/20_VOX_MOM__Mary_Ann_McCarra__Transfer.html


Sunday, November 20, 2011
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Transfer

by Mary Ann McCarra

transfer, held damply in her
hand, the snow melting
where her cap (nearly)
met her coat, her scarf
left where (behind), shed
like the skin of a snake,
useless as an escape tool,
however jauntily it was wrapped,
the pantone color the blue
of a Mediterranean summer
once seen in a postcard, the
demarcation of blue and
white wavering beneath her eyes


and her feet ache, now, in the
warmth of the bus, the slow
thawing an agony she distracts
herself from by repeating one
line, then the next, as
regular as the telephone
poles she passes, one, then
another, the marking points
of distance, as chatter
rises and falls the bus
creaks in protest, the
recirculation of exhaust, thick
and tarry, makes her
drowse...

so many miles to go, on her way
to a new habitat

02 November 2011

McCarra/Poetry will be syndicated on the website "Before It's News"



Just a note to say that future posts featured here will now be syndicated on the website "Before It's News."

Check out their website:http://beforeitsnews.com/




Cheers,

MaryAnn




http://beforeitsnews.com/

03 September 2011

Lacrime


the jars are lined up on his windowsill,
swelling, so, with her tears, from that first
morning, so blue-skied we did not think
of the crowds, ash-white, ghostlike, streaming

through the streets as alarums wailed and we all
--held our breath--these deaths, so unlike
any others, graved upon our minds, the shapes,
too, of their forms, falling from the sky,

angels touching earth as cats fought over
scraps in an alley and the accordion pleats
of her greywool skirt fell open to reveal...what...she
will not tell--the tolling of the bells takes

her mind to another place, that field of blue
and black, the pipes cry, over and again the
flags unfurl, and the tears that would
fill an ocean, an ocean, wet her hands

once again, the floor unsteady beneath her
feet, fingers trembling to their tips, and
she, undone entirely, unmoored, floats
from the ninety-seventh floor to rest upon a

common curb, sepulchral white, smoke-
dusted, stunned, walking away, away, forever
away--and still, there. His hands thread
through her hair still, she feels it so.

22 August 2011

McCarra/Poetry reading, via "Podsnack"

<b>http://www.podsnack.com/playlists/5a20a34196d7daa6fdc3284bfa945333


Click on the title of this post to hear the reading recorded on 22nd August 2011.....

Poetry reading: "Calculations (Summer)" -- "In Summer" -- "Eclipse" -- "Telling the Bees" -- "Doughboy" -- "Make Haste" -- "Taxonomy" -- "Painting" -- "Ever-Expanding America" -- "Torch Song"


Cheers,

MaryAnn

18 August 2011

Painting

a bright sunny butter-yellow for
the kitchen, then, and
an apple-red for the
reading room

she counts the paint pots off
in her head, two, four, six,
imagining prising their lids off to
reveal the thickcream of
colors stirred with a
ruler, spread with roller,
daubed with brush, to
create that distinct
palette, the warmth and
cool reflecting back through
all the seasons as they pass
(as they will pass)

from the white hoar-frost of
winter to the new-green of
spring, the gold-red of
fall, the parched brown, too,
of summer lawns, new-mowed, as

the children call, each to
each, she listens to their
voices, seeking to single out
her own

Ever-Expanding America

ever-expanding America, yes,
we'll see the USA in your
Chevrolet, sky blue, reflecting
all our tomorrows, ticked

off on her fingers, halfway
between sleep and wakefulness
as she tries to discern how
many colors your irises are

comprised of, surprising how
they change in the light, with
your temper, too,

mid-afternoon now, she packs
and repacks, discarding this

and that for other, more
practical items, the compass,
the light, the water, the
oil, hoping they will last these

next dark nights

Torch Song

two embers burning beneath
the kitchen window, smoke
redolent of tobacco and
days long past slip in, unwanted
but not unnoticed

and Winston tastes good, like
a cigarette should, and
there go the two of them,
twinned lights as they
murmer, murmer (of what?)
...too far to hear

and lights flash on and
off as a neighbor walks
past, unshrouding them for
just a moment,

a sudden exposure, then
dark again, those twin
torches coupled in darkness

17 August 2011

Poem, "Butterfly, Loch Avon" forthcoming in "Torrid Literature"


MaryAnn's poem, "Butterfly, Loch Avon" -- which first appeared on this blog -- will be published in both the online and print editions of the April 2012 issue of "Torrid Literature."

Click on the title of this blog post to check out their website and submission information.

Cheers,

MaryAnn

"Blood Beats in Four Square Miles" -- the first anthology to feature the work of Mount Vernon, NY poets......

http://www.amazon.com/Blood-Beats-Four-Square-Miles/dp/1453778047/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1313632879&sr=1-1


Before you know it it will be time to draw up your lists for holiday gift-giving....

What better gift than the very first anthology to feature the work of Mount Vernon, NY poets?? Truly a unique volume!!

11 August 2011

Next meeting of the Mount Vernon Writers Network


http://www.mountvernonpubliclibrary.org/

The next meeting of the Mount Vernon Writers Network will be held at the Mount Vernon Public Library on Thursday 18th August 2011 from 6:00 to 8:00 p.m..

Come and share your writing in a welcoming atmosphere!!

The Mount Vernon Public Library is located at:

28 South First Avenue
Mount Vernon, NY 10550

Telephone: 914-668-1840

Closest MetroNorth Station: Mount Vernon East.

03 July 2011

Poem "Boarding the Black Dog" published in the Mount Vernon Inquirer

http://www.mvinquirer.com/past_issues.htm


Poem, "Boarding the Black Dog" published in the July 2011 edition of the Mount Vernon Inquirer.

Click the title of this blog post to read it online or read it on this blog.....

Cheers,

MaryAnn

02 July 2011

Two poems published in "Thick With Conviction"

http://www.angelfire.com/poetry/thickwithconviction/mccarra.html


Two poems, "Building Blocks" and "Crazed Cup" published in the online poetry journal Thick With Conviction.

Click on the link above to read these and the other poems featured in the June 2011 issue.

Cheers,

MaryAnn

01 July 2011

Make Haste....

make haste with swift
alacrity, on to the
chipped Corelle, the
Johnson Brothers, a single
polished nail in rosy
peach reflecting the light
back, small gold globe,
mass of electrons, ever
humming

super-vitrified Dudson,
Duraline, stacked rounds
straining the shelf to
the breaking point

gripping plate-edge as
water and soap-froth
shears off in sheets down
the abyss of the drain, that
single eye staring back, that
dark mouth through which
small scraps may fall,
accidental offerings to
the kitchen gods who,
turning a blind eye, allow
the rice to scorch as
the custard turns to
scrambled eggs....

super-vitrified, twice-
fired, unlike the Limoges
A Lanternier, France, with
faded flowers: rose, carnation,
scalloped gold,
Arklow FINE BONE CHINA (in capital
letters, if you please)
or pale-pink Colelough,
gold-scrolled, made in
England, or the Paragon
with the hollyhocks....

sealing away the odd ends
of vegetables and
beef overtopped with potato,
plastic, then foil, destined
for a late lunch, standing
up, mid-kitchen, ear cocked for
the ring of the telephone

Taxonomy

grouped and regrouped, the
orders and suborders, the
genus, divisions, as
white sheets flap in the
wind, awaiting
starched corners

each clade and domain,
these flightless bipeds
basking in self-created
glory on their pavingstones

phylum, class, and legion,
must keep their order,
red and black-ink lined,
so clear as to cut

25 June 2011

Some Summer programs at the Mount Vernon Public Library!!!!!



Contact the library for more information!!!


Mount Vernon Public Library
28 South 1st Avenue
Mount Vernon, NY 10550

914-668-1840

http://www.mountvernonpubliclibrary.org/home

24 June 2011

Winter Day -- Their Album "Acceptance"

Click on the title of this blog post if you're interested in downloading "Acceptance."

http://www.mediafire.com/?i29de93f74nc1vz


John Emery of Winter Day, a poetry/spoken word/acoustic collective sent me a link (which I will try to post here!) for their new album "Acceptance" -- which includes the following tracks:

1. The Love We Leave

2. Despair I Wrote

3. Seasons Change

4. Old Home

5. Time to Let Go

6. Portrait

I really liked the cover art on the album, which was sent to me as a JPEG, but, unfortunately, I wasn't able to reproduce it here.

Winter Day is on Facebook. Check them out....

Cheers,

MaryAnn

23 June 2011

REVERBNATION

Click on the title of this blog post to get to MaryAnn's page on the REVERBNATION website!

Cheers,

MaryAnn


http://www.reverbnation.com/maryannmccarra

22 June 2011

Poetry Readings placed on PodSnack

Click on the title of this blog post to get to the PodSnack player....

http://www.podsnack.com/playlists/6f549dc2aadbac7b16b32b172a711603

http://www.podsnack.com/my-playlists/details/6f549dc2aadbac7b16b32b172a711603

The embedded player I had formerly (Podbean) seemed to stop working so I put my MP3 recordings on a PodSnack player. Not difficult at all, thankfully.

Only drawback is that, with the embedded feature, they only allow five recordings on the player (while there are fourteen on my PodSnack page......).

Cheers,

MaryAnn

21 June 2011

Writers' Networking Workshop at the AC-BAW Center for the Arts in Mount Vernon, NY!!!

http://www.acbaw.org/




Click on the title of this blog post to check out the AC-BAW Center for the Arts website!

Writers' Networking Workshop to be held the 4th Thursday of each month. Poetry/Prose Networking Workshop followed by an Open Mic.

6:00 p.m. to 8:00 p.m.

Hosted by james "jAFa" Fair.


AC-BAW Center for the Arts
128 South 4th Avenue
Mount Vernon, NY

For more information email: james.fair1@verizon.net

20 June 2011

July/August Meeting Dates -- Mount Vernon Writers' Network -- at the Mount Vernon Public Library!!!



Click on the title of this blog post to check out the Mount Vernon Public Library website!!

The dates and times for the July and August meetings (Workshop followed by Open Mic) are as follows:


Thursday, 21st July, 6:00 p.m. - 8:00 p.m.

Thursday, 18th August, 6:00 p.m. - 8:00 p.m.


Come share your work in a warm and welcoming environment!

Hosted by James "jAFa" Fair, editor of "Blood Beats in Four Square Miles" and Poetry Editor for the Mount Vernon Inquirer newspaper.

Community Room
Mount Vernon Public Library
28 South First Avenue
Mount Vernon, NY 10550

914-668-1840

914-668-1018

(Closest to the Mount Vernon East MetroNorth Station)

http://www.mountvernonpubliclibrary.org/

19 June 2011

Mount Vernon Writer's Network has their own page on Facebook!!! Check it out!!!!

Mount Vernon Writer's Network now has their own page on Facebook!!!

Click on the title of this blog post to bring you to the page (make sure you're logged into Facebook first, though!!).

Stop by and "like" the page.....also....stay tuned for future notifications regarding readings, open mics, and so forth.

Cheers,

MaryAnn

http://www.facebook.com/pages/Mount-Vernon-Writers-Network/232786433413622

18 June 2011

Join the Friends of the Mount Vernon Public Library!!!!

Calculations (Summer)

this time-telling on restaurant
napkins--how old was he
when? and how old was she
when? the ink spreading, like

blood, across the white while
the waiter replenishes the glasses
of water, the beading of the
condensation making an ever-

changing map of wetness tamped
by a napkin, the waiter,
pad and pen at the ready
whiteaproned, distracted by a

noise of traffic between the tax
office and the funeral home
and here we are--caught between
death and taxes on this fine

Summer morning, new-born and
already promising the hotness of the
afternoon, scorching our soles, our
souls, as we walk back to the

car, calculating always, the
numbers tottering over, wondering
whether
they will ever add up

Eclipse

blood red moon, eclipsing all others,
over that stony grey soil, the
hardness of it doubling for your
heart, so few words of yours

I have had, and the last
hoarded and made to last like
a prisoner's rations, crumbling into
dust at closer scrutiny, the

meal so coarse and badly
mixed it does not hold a
shape, nor does it satisfy
that wholesome hunger

which slices away, knife upon bone,
and, all the while, the
honeysuckle blooms again into
a thickwarm fug of scent and
her plate is as clean as the
face of the new moon

Telling the Bees

telling the bees that he is
dead she hesitates, for a
moment, to stop them in their
ordinary work (that so graces

their table) but this old custom,
one dear to him, she will keep
at this very last, lest they
should decamp for other hives

or, at the worst, die

so, she tells them of his dying,
early that morning, before the
dawn cracked the new day open,
light creeping over the hills

until it could not be dismissed in
favor of that particular rest graced
to caretakers and, telling them,

she feels their very hum
in her blood, the sun noon-high
now, the windows opened, the
priest called for, the clothes

of black pressed and ready, and
still they hum, these engines of
industry, toiling amongst their
thicksweet gold, their summer harvest

Doughboy

cartwheel in a churchyard, the
slow tolling of insects and
the red-white-blue-red-white-blue flash of
bunting tacked, firmly, once

again the strains of Sousa
through the tree limbs and
the doughboy of stone stands,
ever at the ready, his arms

at his side, the names in
type metallic-small,
tarnished, on an obelisk marble-
bordered, the fountain long

since parched dry under the sun, the
trenches dug for flowers are fresh,
awaiting new plantings, the roots to
take hold, tenacious

under the Summer sun

16 June 2011

Writing Workshop / Open Mic Saturday 18th June 2011!!!!! Mount Vernon Public Library




This coming Saturday.....18th June 2011.....

Writing workshop / Open Mic

Mount Vernon Public Library
Community Room
28 South First Avenue
Mount Vernon, NY 10550

Telephone: 914-668-1840

(Mount Vernon East MetroNorth Station)

08 June 2011

Poem to appear (online) on the VOX MOM page of The Mom Egg website!

MaryAnn's poem "Transfer" will appear on The Mom Egg website (VOX MOM page) in November 2011.

Click on the title of this post to check out their website!!!




http://www.themomegg.com/themomegg/Home.html

04 June 2011

Poems forthcoming in "Thick With Conviction" -- an online magazine of poetry and interviews.

http://www.angelfire.com/poetry/thickwithconviction/


MaryAnn's two poems...."Building Blocks" and "Crazed Cup" will appear in the June 2011 issue of the online poetry magazine Thick With Conviction.

Click on the title of this post to reach the Thick With Conviction website.

02 June 2011

Blood Beats in Four Square Miles (Fair, ed.) -- the first anthology of Mount Vernon, NY poets.

Check it out on Amazon.com or BarnesandNoble.com!!! (Click on the title of this blog post to get to the Amazon.com page featuring this title!!)


"http://www.amazon.com/Blood-Beats-Four-Square-Miles/dp/1453778047/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1307020375&sr=1-1



"Blood Beats in Four Square Miles" -- the very first anthology of Mount Vernon, NY poets!!!

Cavalier Literary Couture




"Bottled"

Click on "Cavalier Literary Couture" to read this poem (and others!!).....

Cheers,

MaryAnn

Poem published-- online-- on the Cavalier Literary Couture website........

http://www.cavalierliterarycouture.com/online/pg1/Bottled/

13 May 2011

Open Mic!!! Tuesday, 17th May 2011



Open mic!

Yvonne's House of Soul
65 East Prospect Avenue (corner of Park Avenue)
Mount Vernon, NY

$5.00 cover / $10.00 minimum food purchase

6:00 - 8:00 p.m.

Persons wishing to participate need to email or call to register.

MaryAnn......April 2011

04 May 2011

Tomorrow!!! 5th May 2011, Thursday evening at the Mount Vernon Public Library in Westchester County, New York!!!!!!




Come and share your writing in a warm and welcoming atmosphere!!!!

(Unfortunately, I won't be able to attend this month's meeting, since I am still trying to get over an awful cold....but I heartily suggest that, if you are in the lower Westchester area, this is a great venue for reading your work and networking with other writers!!)

03 May 2011

Thirty Poems/Thirty Days

Transfer

transfer, held damply in her
hand, the snow melting
where her cap (nearly)
met her coat, her scarf
left where (behind), shed
like the skin of a snake,
useless as an escape tool,
however jauntily it was wrapped,
the pantone color the blue
of a Mediterranean summer
once seen in a postcard, the
demarcation of blue and
white wavering beneath her eyes

and her feet ache, now, in the
warmth of the bus, the slow
thawing an agony she distracts
herself from by repeating one
line, then the next, as
regular as the telephone
poles she passes, one, then
another, the marking points
of distance, as chatter
rises and falls the bus
creaks in protest, the
recirculation of exhaust, thick
and tarry, makes her
drowse...

so many miles to go, on her way
to a new habitat


Greetings from...

Seems so long since I saw you
yet it was only yesterday. Arrived
safely, though so tired found it
hard to sleep. Bread so rough
but the air so fresh
and springwater so
cold. I miss you, still,
through all our goodbyes. Be
safe, be still, be mine,
ever, in haste to make the last post,
ever...


Undomesticated Scenery

tipple-topple the silver pan-lids are
clashing cymbals clattering to
the floor, the
milk scorched into a honeycomb
adhering to the bottom of a
pot, while the
dustmice slowly grow, fat and grey,
and four, no, six loads
of laundry sit, obdurate, waiting to be done,
the nose, unwiped, went off
to school, the telephone
rings with news of the
latest accident, but she is
not here to hear it


Gold-Braid Peacock

you are for all time, like the
poverty, death, disease you
breed as you strut, peacock-feathered,
stiffened with gold braid as
volleys of ancient Kalashnikovs
fruitlessly pierce the sky

the blood dripping from your
pure gold taps--does it taste good?

or does it cramp your stomach, like
that of a child crying for cereal while
her mother faints in the sun?


Deckle-Edged Invitation

time to make hay while
the sun shines, or else (ah,
you'll wear dead men's clothes
yet) aged and hungry,

incline upside a wall, whilst
the banquet goes on
behind leaded windows, the
tickets, deckle-edged, some-

how missed your mail-
box, amongst the pleading
four-color advertisements, glossy-
sharp, great for bookmarks


Don't Weaken, Dig Your Heels In

easier than you think, to bite
off the matter with a brittle
smile, regardless of how

she has been assailed, know
that her heels will grind them-
selves into the earth before

she gives way and topples,
crushing you, at the last--
beware, beware, any who

would persecute her children--the
lovely reeds swaying in the wind--may
they be bedevilled by an itch
they cannot scratch
before the maw of the earth opens up
to enclose them



Three Years, Six Months, Two Days

what if his words were more honest,
honest, more, his words she
was honest, too, much more
than he

it goes in circles, he she, he she,
heshe, shehe, heshe, it was it
was it was
and then it was not

and that is the pity of the
thing, him raising his hands
in exasperation, herself
curdling, sour under

the sun, box of remnants shoved
into her hands, flatfooted on
a Summer sidewalk



Slicing Fruit

all is in readiness, the curtains
pulled to permit the first light

of Spring in, as she, green-gowned,
slices fruit and counts the

bright slashes of silver marking
the cloth, mirrors reflecting the

face of the sun, the brightness,
the long-hoped-for, the prodigal

returned home, her hair in
pincurls, the lining of her cases

ripped out, time to celebrate indeed



5:50 p.m. to Fleetwood

the day done, the noose of
the tie loosened, the crack
of a can opening, homeward they
go, this one working on a
crossword, the other ripping out
an article sssssssst from a
magazine, another TALKING TOO
LOUD on their cell phone

click click click click down
the aisle
tickets, please, tickets

the doors open to humid air,
honeysuckle-thick
another day done
another to come


Nil Desperandum

never, again, look into the distance
and see--nothing

there is always--something, however small,
microscopic, that wants your

brushstroke touch, in spite of their
unknowing eyes, blinkered,

the tongues dumb with fear, the
staccato fingers on the thigh,

nil desperandum, never, never
draw the shades down so fully

you cannot still see a sliver of
the sun, the common gold bar,

some currency to hold in your heart
when all else is bankrupt, a string

of goose eggs fading into infinity



Maybe It Was Simply Sleight of Hand

Maybe it was simply sleight of hand
that made the potato-peelings,
still gritty with soil from their
unearthing, turn to silk ribbons
slipping through her fingers, the
coppery skins of onions amber
jewels--she felt the coolness of
them against her cheek before
cutting into their flesh, always
looking for the blooms crowding
through manure, spinning straw
into gold

under the eyes of
the gentleman and lady on the
tin biscuit-barrel, himself in
perpetual supplication, herself,
hesitant always,
in his hand a small
packet of letters, ribbon-tied,
a vine of flowers snaking
down her lap, fleshily
pink



Corset

there's no whalebone, yet, she's
found, strong enough to make her hold
to a form, so, take all your
madsong madrigals, your
hexameter hemming and hawing,

stifling her breathing, corseted
into an hourglass? Never!

but to be held fast by
your arms--oh, yes, to
that she would agree, the
reforming of her form, too,
.....most agreeable...

so stuff the terza rima,
the capolito, too, into the
casserole dish and freely
form your hand to hers,
unformed, unmade, together



It Wearies Me, You Say It Wearies You

never easy, that ship rocking on
the ocean and all her various

treasures upon it, anxiously awaiting news
of shoring, safe, hand held

aloft to test for favorable winds,
eyes searching out clear skies,

the crow an ill-omen, croaking
as it flies north, over the

stables, the broken syllables she
scratches out in two columns,

given, received, the multi-
colored bill of lading bright

as the jewel of a bruise that graces
her arm.

in dark-dim, the wooden chair,
the wine poured out and she, again,
a queen beside you, candle-bright



Boarding the Black Dog

the black dog must go, that much
is certain--but when? His ebon
eyes implore, wide as the twinnned
cups of tea she pours, hot, dark as
a night without moon or fireflies to
light the way

old, familiar head, nuzzling her lap,
snapping up the bits of bacon falling
from her table, baring his teeth, the
color of ancient ivory, in a grin so sly
she shudders,
turning her face to the wall

still, he will join her later, in bed,
nipping at her ankles, while she
tries, in vain, to sleep--he turns,
turns, turns, and settles himself
squarely upon her chest.
In the morning, so tired, even

draughts of coffee will not wake her,
and she stumbles, from chair to
street to market aisle, and
he dogs her heels, tearing her stockings,
she hears the clicking of his nails until,
and with such relief,

off, to his kennel, away he goes



Light, Squared

lights from Broadway, park-
bordered, reflect your profile as you
grip the steering wheel and peer
upwards at the traffic lights,

triune brights under a curtain
of rain

your lovely bones casting their
long shadows still, the
spare movement across the
stage and October and
burning, always again and
ever the light streams
through windows, many-paned,
trees turned to gold, again, again, again

oh, not knowing and yet
knowing, the voices, always,
carrying through the clear air,
an echo of memory when night gives way to day,
sun glinting on copper domes green-smithied



Framed and Mounted

still life in greys and blacks before
dawn turns to day and all the

multitude of things to be
accomplished, somehow, in that

short space of time, the tints vivid,
the bloodred marbled white while the

endpapers of a forgotten book,
still, life, the still life of

grey, black, somehow underexposed,
beneath quilted covers, the halftones

she flips through absentmindedly,
wishing for the rosy fruits,

tinted gold at their edges, cupped
in porcelain metal-banded, the

feathers of an errant fowl
scattered beneath them so

carelessly



Ancestor Worship

we leap from the shoulders of those
who came before

names, in black/white, black/white
each thin column a multitude of
multitudes, towering babel

St. George, Perserverence, Alhambra,
Junius, Stephen Whitney

Sarah Mitchelson, James Morrison, Mary
Flynn, Ann Doyle, Bridget Cullen,
Michael Costello, Patrick Maguire....
(Ireland, country to which they belong,
United States, country they intend to inhabit.)

so many more
leaving one shore for another

where know-nothing copperplate script protests
for "the amplest protection to
Protestant Interests" and
No Irish Need Apply

built up from stone streets, the
ward boss and his nightingale,
the bricklayer and the
cook, the ironworker reaching,
always, for the heavens

for them set out the bread,
thickly buttered, tea,
lamb cutlets, uisce
beatha and pipes of
fine tobacco



Like Fireworks

like fireworks that July evening
exploding in waves, again, waves, shuddering across the skies,

black otherwise, bereft of stars, then
moon hidden by fog and your

hand in mine, it seemed, for all
eternity--ah, the scattered grey

stones shall speak yet, the earth
spade-riven to make a mouth

wetly black, all-devouring



Sky-blue Cadillac

blanket of snow tucked across the
highway and you, and I, in a
dream together, you, in that
sky-blue Cadillac, ever the
American optimist, me, simply
wishing for warm feet

and--love you--yes I did, with
the whiteness of the snow, the
blueness of the eye that first
beheld you

until I woke, word-weighted, weary,
tired to the bone, diagramming
your sentences endlessly



Bottled

send me a quilt, to keep me warm in Coventry,
some light novels, too, the better
to while away the time with
until you join me here.

amber-bottled, the curling note
of scrawling script, goes on:
bring firewood, too, and some tea,
a kettle and some cups

to break the morning, long before
the sun slips down and I
sleep again in the shade and
some news of you, too,

and a red lipstick, blue undertoned, a
flint for fire, writing paper and
more bottles, please, there is
so much more I want to say,

counting the leaves of ivy until
I see you next



Wedding Cake

perhaps, after all was said
and done, a simple affair
would have been best,

bereft of flowers garlanding the
aisles, the crisp linens shrouding
the tables, the reckoning

as long as a hospital bill, and
me in ivory and you in black,
perfectly topping that multi-

tiered confection of sugar,
butter, eggs, flour, royal and
almond icing, surely a cake to be

dreamt upon, sliced with a
serrated blade, placed into
tiny boxes, white, beribboned



Museum Piece

only one, that's true, of him
rising and setting like the
sun, brilliant as the hilt
beyond the glass they both saw
that rainy November afternoon.

changing her feathers, fair to
fowl, to suit his naturalist's
eye, never-quite-achieving
the correct plumage so that
she, too, could be stuffed

and held for all time behind
glass, pretty picture-postcard,
buy it, for a pittance, before hitting the stones
of the street, rain slicked so,
so fast, fast, he drove, the

glove box thick-ticketed, pumpkin-orange, lean-jawed,
blue-eyed, whittling her down to size,

the ivory figure, ancient, knotty
talisman reclining in perpetuity on
the brocaded floral plains of historical
furnishings, neatly tagged,
catalogued in black and white



Calendar Blues

be still and quit fretting at
the years, increasing, one by
one, until they are counted
in decades, each amber
bead containing those reflections

mirrored back, held for all
time in that honeyed
thickness, she heard him
before she saw him, love
coming in at the ears

the hoar-frost has not
reached his chin, the
journey still not done, and
he, in her eyes, as
young as he ever was



Pared-down Prayer

to keep calm, carrying on, in spite
of--what??

no matter--herewith
some small supplication for the
barest of necessaries--clean
food, drink, shelter, safety from harm,
freedom from want and fear

peace in sleep, satisfaction in
our various labors and
all else will follow,
sure as night trails after
day



Rocking-Horse Winner

falling, along with the leaves, unbridled,
golden, keys a-jingle in her
pocket, walking up, up, up,
above the skies, the rocking-horse

set in motion once more, winning
another trifecta on Riverdale Avenue, the
betting slips of the losers littering the

curb, along with cigarette
stubs and brown bottles halved,
angrily, in the dark, their

lovely necks so handy to hold,
hers, bowed over books, more
so, and still the golden

leaves fall, and fall, and fall,
leaving their imprints, wet, upon
the walk



Above the Fold

the leader, black on cream (or,
perhaps, black on salmon-pink)
surmounts the letters-to-the-
editor, the sidebar on the facing

page, featuring a low-backed gown in
velvet, the mannequin's face
turned, coyly, from us--not so
on the page of editorials--

with full force they bleat and bray, neigh,
sometimes in unison, more often not,
bellowing

........

the printer's devil and the pressmen
in their squared paper hats amidst
the thrum, thrum, thrum of paper
and metal mixed, the din

they speak above, their dulcet
tones a better music still




In the Midst of You

in the midst of him,
stopping to remember all those
afternoons color-coded by ticket-
stubs, their falling, an accidental
rainbow, from her wallet, the
films, museums, they frequented, smiling
as he stole a kiss just
out of sight of the security guard
minding the old masters while
he walked with his young....

eyes, that is what drew her
to you, those eyes staring
through her like an x-ray,
irradiating her dreams
until they glowed



Empty Bowl

the empty bowl, already scraped
clean of the few grains that were

left, the sheen of the groats, the
oats, a dampness on the crockery,

and how am to live without you by my side,
arms and belly empty, a

scarecrow scratching at the
windowpane, counting the bowls

stacked upon the dresser?



Resurgam

resurging like the green shoots pushing
through black, always reaching for
heaven, so, too, I reach for you,
best and brightest of all men

I feel you still, in common streets,
in pews of churches too, you linger long
in and about me, wreathing your
fingers, always, through my hair.

in this short space not enough
time or length to list your fairnesses,
shining, sunlike, on these poor
shoots, seeking only your attentions,

a breath or two of yours to warm
them, blossoms aborning, adorning you only



After Leaving Here

after leaving here we had such a
time of it, I can't tell you,
what with missed connections
and luggage lost and the
coffee scalding my tongue so that
I could hardly speak, but I managed, somehow....

longing, so, for a surcease of
our travelling, pillar to post,
wandering, years, in this desert of
thought, the papers crumbling, yellow,
in her hands, the words twisted,
torn to pack the
china, hands inkstained with
the latest of linguistics, the
eager and ambitious words wrapping
a tired-out teakettle

rest. home. bed.

30 April 2011

Travelling

Day 30 PAD Challenge. Prompt: "after leaving here"

after leaving here we had such a
time of it, I can't tell you,
what with missed connections
and luggage lost and the
coffee scalding my tongue so that
I could hardly speak, but I managed, somehow....

longing, so, for a surcease of
our travelling, pillar to post,
wandering, years, in this desert of
thought, the papers crumbling, yellow,
in her hands, the words twisted,
torn to pack the
china, hands inkstained with
the latest of linguistics, the
eager and ambitious words wrapping
a tired-out teakettle

rest. home. bed.

Resurgam

Day 29 PAD Challenge. Prompt: "Write an ode."

resurging like the green shoots pushing
through black, always reaching for
heaven, so, too, I reach for you,
best and brightest of all men

I feel you still, in common streets,
in pews of churches too, you linger long
in and about me, wreathing your
fingers, always, through my hair.

in this short space not enough
time or length to list your fairnesses,
shining, sunlike, on these poor
shoots, seeking only your attentions,

a breath or two of yours to warm
them, blossoms aborning, adorning you only

Empty Bowl

Day 28 PAD Challenge. Prompt: "World without something else--a person, place, or thing."

the empty bowl, already scraped
clean of the few grains that were

left, the sheen of the groats, the
oats, a dampness on the crockery,

and how am to live without you by my side,
arms and belly empty, a

scarecrow scratching at the
windowpane, counting the bowls

stacked upon the dresser?

In the Midst of You

Day 27 PAD Challenge. Prompt: "In the (blank) of (blank)"

in the midst of him,
stopping to remember all those
afternoons color-coded by ticket-
stubs, their falling, an accidental
rainbow, from her wallet, the
films, museums, they frequented, smiling
as he stole a kiss just
out of sight of the security guard
minding the old masters while
he walked with his young....

eyes, that is what drew her
to you, those eyes staring
through her like an x-ray,
irradiating her dreams
until they glowed

26 April 2011

Above the Fold

Day 26 PAD Challenge. Write a "leader" poem or a "follower" poem.

the leader, black on cream (or,
perhaps, black on salmon-pink)
surmounts the letters-to-the-
editor, the sidebar on the facing

page, featuring a low-backed gown in
velvet, the mannequin's face
turned, coyly, from us--not so
on the page of editorials--

with full force they bleat and bray, neigh,
sometimes in unison, more often not,
bellowing

........

the printer's devil and the pressmen
in their squared paper hats amidst
the thrum, thrum, thrum of paper
and metal mixed, the din

they speak above, their dulcet
tones a better music still

25 April 2011

Rocking-Horse Winner

Day 25 PAD Challenge. Prompt: A "falling" poem.

falling, along with the leaves, unbridled,
golden, keys a-jingle in her
pocket, walking up, up, up,
above the skies, the rocking-horse

set in motion once more, winning
another trifecta on Riverdale Avenue, the
betting slips of the losers littering the

curb, along with cigarette
stubs and brown bottles halved,
angrily, in the dark, their

lovely necks so handy to hold,
hers, bowed over books, more
so, and still the golden

leaves fall, and fall, and fall,
leaving their imprints, wet, upon
the walk

Pared-down Prayer

Day 24 PAD Challenge. Prompt: A "prayer" poem.

to keep calm, carrying on, in spite
of--what??

no matter--herewith
some small supplication for the
barest of necessaries--clean
food, drink, shelter, safety from harm,
freedom from want and fear

peace in sleep, satisfaction in
our various labors and
all else will follow,
sure as night trails after
day

Calendar Blues

Day 23 PAD Challenge. Prompt: A "quit what you're doing" poem.

be still and quit fretting at
the years, increasing, one by
one, until they are counted
in decades, each amber
bead containing those reflections

mirrored back, held for all
time in that honeyed
thickness, she heard him
before she saw him, love
coming in at the ears

the hoar-frost has not
reached his chin, the
journey still not done, and
he, in her eyes, as
young as he ever was

23 April 2011

Museum Piece

Day 22 PAD Challenge. Prompt: "Only one in the world" poem.

only one, that's true, of him
rising and setting like the
sun, brilliant as the hilt
beyond the glass they both saw
that rainy November afternoon.

changing her feathers, fair to
fowl, to suit his naturalist's
eye, never-quite-achieving
the correct plumage so that
she, too, could be stuffed

and held for all time behind
glass, pretty picture-postcard,
buy it, for a pittance, before hitting the stones
of the street, rain slicked so,
so fast, fast, he drove, the

glove box thick-ticketed, pumpkin-orange, lean-jawed,
blue-eyed, whittling her down to size,

the ivory figure, ancient, knotty
talisman reclining in perpetuity on
the brocaded floral plains of historical
furnishings, neatly tagged,
catalogued in black and white

21 April 2011

Wedding Cake

Day 21, PAD Challenge. A "second thoughts" poem.

perhaps, after all was said
and done, a simple affair
would have been best,

bereft of flowers garlanding the
aisles, the crisp linens shrouding
the tables, the reckoning

as long as a hospital bill, and
me in ivory and you in black,
perfectly topping that multi-

tiered confection of sugar,
butter, eggs, flour, royal and
almond icing, surely a cake to be

dreamt upon, sliced with a
serrated blade, placed into
tiny boxes, white, beribboned

Bottled

Day 20, PAD Challenge. Prompt: A "message in a bottle" poem.

send me a quilt, to keep me warm in Coventry,
some light novels, too, the better
to while away the time with
until you join me here.

amber-bottled, the curling note
of scrawling script, goes on:
bring firewood, too, and some tea,
a kettle and some cups

to break the morning, long before
the sun slips down and I
sleep again in the shade and
some news of you, too,

and a red lipstick, blue undertoned, a
flint for fire, writing paper and
more bottles, please, there is
so much more I want to say,

counting the leaves of ivy until
I see you next

19 April 2011

Sky-blue Cadillac

Day 19 PAD Challenge. Prompt: A "love" poem or an "anti-love" poem.

blanket of snow tucked across the
highway and you, and I, in a
dream together, you, in that
sky-blue Cadillac, ever the
American optimist, me, simply
wishing for warm feet

and--love you--yes I did, with
the whiteness of the snow, the
blueness of the eye that first
beheld you

until I woke, word-weighted, weary,
tired to the bone, diagramming
your sentences endlessly

Fireworks

Day 18 PAD Challenge. Prompt: "Like (blank)."

like fireworks that July evening
exploding in waves, again, waves, shuddering across the skies,

black otherwise, bereft of stars, then
moon hidden by fog and your

hand in mine, it seemed, for all
eternity--ah, the scattered grey

stones shall speak yet, the earth
spade-riven to make a mouth

wetly black, all-devouring

17 April 2011

Ancestor Worship

Day 17 of the PAD Challenge. Prompt: A "big picture" poem.

we leap from the shoulders of those
who came before

names, in black/white, black/white
each thin column a multitude of
multitudes, towering babel

St. George, Perserverence, Alhambra,
Junius, Stephen Whitney

Sarah Mitchelson, James Morrison, Mary
Flynn, Ann Doyle, Bridget Cullen,
Michael Costello, Patrick Maguire....
(Ireland, country to which they belong,
United States, country they intend to inhabit.)

so many more
leaving one shore for another

where know-nothing copperplate script protests
for "the amplest protection to
Protestant Interests" and
No Irish Need Apply

built up from stone streets, the
ward boss and his nightingale,
the bricklayer and the
cook, the ironworker reaching,
always, for the heavens

for them set out the bread,
thickly buttered, tea,
lamb cutlets, uisce
beatha and pipes of
fine tobacco

16 April 2011

Framed and Mounted

Day 16 PAD Challenge. Prompt: A "snapshot" poem.

still life in greys and blacks before
dawn turns to day and all the

multitude of things to be
accomplished, somehow, in that

short space of time, the tints vivid,
the bloodred marbled white while the

endpapers of a forgotten book,
still, life, the still life of

grey, black, somehow underexposed,
beneath quilted covers, the halftones

she flips through absentmindedly,
wishing for the rosy fruits,

tinted gold at their edges, cupped
in porcelain metal-banded, the

feathers of an errant fowl
scattered beneath them so

carelessly

15 April 2011

Light, Squared

Day 15 PAD Challenge. Prompt: A "profile" poem.

lights from Broadway, park-
bordered, reflect your profile as you
grip the steering wheel and peer
upwards at the traffic lights,

triune brights under a curtain
of rain

your lovely bones casting their
long shadows still, the
spare movement across the
stage and October and
burning, always again and
ever the light streams
through windows, many-paned,
trees turned to gold, again, again, again

oh, not knowing and yet
knowing, the voices, always,
carrying through the clear air,
an echo of memory when night gives way to day,
sun glinting on copper domes green-smithied

14 April 2011

Boarding the Black Dog

PAD Challenge, Day 14. Prompt: A "none of your business" poem.

the black dog must go, that much
is certain--but when? His ebon
eyes implore, wide as the twinned
cups of tea she pours, hot, dark as
a night without moon or fireflies to
light the way

old, familiar head, nuzzling her lap,
snapping up the bits of bacon falling
from her table, baring his teeth, the
color of ancient ivory, in a grin so sly
she shudders,
turning her face to the wall

still, he will join her later, in bed,
nipping at her ankles, while she
tries, in vain, to sleep--he turns,
turns, turns, and settles himself
squarely upon her chest.
In the morning, so tired, even

draughts of coffee will not wake her,
and she stumbles, from chair to
street to market aisle, and
he dogs her heels, tearing her stockings,
she hears the clicking of his nails until,
and with such relief,

off, to his kennel, away he goes

13 April 2011

It Wearies Me, You Say It Wearies You

Day 13, PAD Challenge. Prompt: "remember an old relationship."

never easy, that ship rocking on
the ocean and all her various

treasures upon it, anxiously awaiting news
of shoring, safe, hand held

aloft to test for favorable winds,
eyes searching out clear skies,

the crow an ill-omen, croaking
as it flies north, over the

stables, the broken syllables she
scratches out in two columns,

given, received, the multi-
colored bill of lading bright

as the jewel of a bruise that graces
her arm.

in dark-dim, the wooden chair,
the wine poured out and she, again,
a queen beside you, candle-bright

12 April 2011

Corset

Day 12, PAD Challenge. Prompt: A "form" or "anti-form" poem.

there's no whalebone, yet, she's
found, strong enough to make her hold
to a form, so, take all your
madsong madrigals, your
hexameter hemming and hawing,

stifling her breathing, corseted
into an hourglass? Never!

but to be held fast by
your arms--oh, yes, to
that she would agree, the
reforming of her form, too,
.....most agreeable...

so stuff the terza rima,
the capitolo, too, into the
casserole dish and freely
form your hand to hers,
unformed, unmade, together

11 April 2011

Maybe it Was Simply Sleight of Hand

Day 10, PAD Challenge: Prompt: "Maybe (blank)"

Maybe it was simply sleight of hand
that made the potato-peelings,
still gritty with soil from their
unearthing, turn to silk ribbons
slipping through her fingers, the
coppery skins of onions amber
jewels--she felt the coolness of
them against her cheek before
cutting into their flesh, always
looking for the blooms crowding
through manure, spinning straw
into gold

under the eyes of
the gentleman and lady on the
tin biscuit-barrel, himself in
perpetual supplication, herself,
hesitant always,
in his hand a small
packet of letters, ribbon-tied,
a vine of flowers snaking
down her lap, fleshily
pink

10 April 2011

Nil Desperandum

Day 10, PAD Challenge. Prompt: A "never again" poem.

never, again, look into the distance
and see--nothing

there is always--something, however small,
microscopic, that wants your

brushstroke touch, in spite of their
unknowing eyes, blinkered,

the tongues dumb with fear, the
staccato fingers on the thigh,

nil desperandum, never, never
draw the shades down so fully

you cannot still see a sliver of
the sun, the common gold bar,

some currency to hold in your heart
when all else is bankrupt, a string

of goose eggs fading into infinity

09 April 2011

5:50 p.m. to Fleetwood

Day 9, PAD Challenge. Prompt: A "time of day" poem.

the day done, the noose of
the tie loosened, the crack
of a can opening, homeward they
go, this one working on a
crossword, the other ripping out
an article sssssssst from a
magazine, another TALKING TOO
LOUD on their cell phone

click click click click down
the aisle
tickets, please, tickets

the doors open to humid air,
honeysuckle-thick
another day done
another to come

08 April 2011

Slicing Fruit

Day 8, PAD Challenge. Prompt: A "ready to celebrate" poem.

all is in readiness, the curtains
pulled to permit the first light

of Spring in, as she, green-gowned,
slices fruit and counts the

bright slashes of silver marking
the cloth, mirrors reflecting the

face of the sun, the brightness,
the long-hoped-for, the prodigal

returned home, her hair in
pincurls, the lining of her cases

ripped out, time to celebrate indeed

07 April 2011

Three Years, Six Months, Two Days

Day 7, PAD Challenge. Prompt a "what if" poem.

what if his words were more honest,
honest, more, his words she
was honest, too, much more
than he

it goes in circles, he she, he she,
heshe, shehe, heshe, it was it
was it was
and then it was not

and that is the pity of the
thing, him raising his hands
in exasperation, herself
curdling, sour under

the sun, box of remnants shoved
into her hands, flatfooted on
a Summer sidewalk

Don't Weaken, Dig Your Heels In

Day 6, PAD Challenge. Prompt: "Don't (blank), (blank)"

easier than you think, to bite
off the matter with a brittle
smile, regardless of how

she has been assailed, know
that her heels will grind them-
selves into the earth before

she gives way and topples,
crushing you, at the last--
beware, beware, any who

would persecute her children--the
lovely reeds swaying in the wind--may
they be bedevilled by an itch
they cannot scratch
before the maw of the earth opens up
to enclose them

05 April 2011

Deckle-Edged Invitation

Day 5, PAD Challenge. Prompt: write a "serious" poem.

time to make hay while
the sun shines, or else (ah,
you'll wear dead men's clothes
yet) aged and hungry,

incline upside a wall, whilst
the banquet goes on
behind leaded windows, the
tickets, deckle-edged, some-

how missed your mail-
box, amongst the pleading
four-color advertisements, glossy-
sharp, great for bookmarks

04 April 2011

Gold-Braid Peacock

Day 4, PAD challenge. Prompt: "pick a type of person and write a poem about him/her."

you are for all time, like the
poverty, death, disease you
breed as you strut, peacock-feathered,
stiffened with gold braid as
volleys of ancient Kalashnikovs
fruitlessly pierce the sky

the blood dripping from your
pure gold taps--does it taste good?

or does it cramp your stomach, like
that of a child crying for cereal while
her mother faints in the sun?

03 April 2011

Undomesticated Scenery

Day 3, PAD challenge. Prompt: "imagine the world without you."

tipple-topple the silver pan-lids are
clashing cymbals clattering to
the floor, the
milk scorched into a honeycomb
adhering to the bottom of a
pot, while the
dustmice slowly grow, fat and grey,
and four, no, six loads
of laundry sit, obdurate, waiting to be done,
the nose, unwiped, went off
to school, the telephone
rings with news of the
latest accident, but she is
not here to hear it

02 April 2011

Greetings from....

Day 2 of the PAD challenge. Prompt: a "postcard" poem.

Seems so long since I saw you
yet it was only yesterday. Arrived
safely, though so tired found it
hard to sleep. Bread so rough
but the air so fresh
and springwater so
cold. I miss you, still,
through all our goodbyes. Be
safe, be still, be mine,
ever, in haste to make the last post,
ever...

01 April 2011

Transfer

PAD Challenge, Day 1 prompt: a "what got you here" poem.

transfer, held damply in her
hand, the snow melting
where her cap (nearly)
met her coat, her scarf
left where (behind), shed
like the skin of a snake,
useless as an escape tool,
however jauntily it was wrapped,
the pantone color the blue
of a Mediterranean summer
once seen in a postcard, the
demarcation of blue and
white wavering beneath her eyes

and her feet ache, now, in the
warmth of the bus, the slow
thawing an agony she distracts
herself from by repeating one
line, then the next, as
regular as the telephone
poles she passes, one, then
another, the marking points
of distance, as chatter
rises and falls the bus
creaks in protest, the
recirculation of exhaust, thick
and tarry, makes her
drowse...

so many miles to go, on her way
to a new habitat

27 March 2011

Letters of Transit

lugubrious lady in her
chinchilla coat strides down
the avenue, her
past life neatly labeled,
tied into
tight little parcels
with the shiny-sheen of
embroidery thread twisting/untwisting
the ends fanned out
like her hair on the pillow
that August afternoon as
the sun crept across
the floor in solid gold bars
until there was
no more
and dark

then one ivory ankle
stepping into a taxi,
then another

and the bells rang out ever,
for ever
ever

the pink cloud tree on Birch Street
due to burst again soon and she,
waiting with a wandering eye in
constancy, nonetheless, the
soles of her shoes
papered over, thick
with words, tripping over the
manhole cover (Bingham and
Taylor) in CAPITAL LETTERS

the cup of tea, overfull,
slopping into the saucer, the hieroglyphic
letters tied, safe,
slipped into a handbag as she
passes by a lantern-jawed Dick Tracy
chatting into his two-way wristwatch

his letters, the
book and volume
trembled from her hands to
keep company with the pocket comb
and the mirror

how d'you do?
how d'you do indeed?

good night, dear lady, good night,
good night, good night

the door is barred,
we'll venture forth
no more to speak
our words, thicksweet

26 March 2011

Venn Diagram

coffee colored the rings were, the words
bleared over, sugary wet, corralled
in their neat columns, jumbled one atop
the other

intersecting to make a chain, ring upon
ring, binding the words, black upon white,
beneath them, the familiar dictionary

read out by rote each morning in staid
sentences--and will the circle
be unbroken?

........

He shows, with a flourish, the silver
rings which become one, then two, then
three, then one again, tossed to

the heavens above where they disappear,
finally, into black

.........

smoothing the paper out beneath the
coffee cups twinned and blue, above the fold,
remembering Kilroy and that last pair
of dry socks

as white smoke rises from the
chimney across the road, the
highway disappearing long past
squared wires of a screen to
keep things out, keep things in, the
errant flowerpot crashed to
muddy sherds upon the floor

Sweeping, Blue, Red, Green.....

swell and rise of tumult,
street-loud, under the ceiling,

she tries to mop it up with
sponges and soft words

to no avail, dancing with
the broom, short strokes

dragged against the nap
of the carpet, blue, red, green,

blue, red, green again, the
one last stubborn thread (a

strand from a scarf?) immovable,
immutable, curved into a question

mark she marks and goes on
her way

Bread of Haste

crumbling the bread of haste
into a bowl of vegetable soup

she does not think of forty
long years--or even forty days--

but of the forty-eight hours
before calm comes to rest,

blue upon her shoulders, like a
old friend or lover, the

touch familiar, light as a
scarf rounding her neck, the

stretch of silence, silk-glimmering,
held, only for a moment

between her teeth

24 March 2011

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19 March 2011

Briars

She speaks into the wind where words are lost,
wandering, so, the well-worn paths others trod,
distracted, tendrils tumbled down accost
her eyes, blinded so, her soles rough-shod,
yet she goes on, having escaped the wolf.
Still, the thorns catch at her clothes,
strangely disarranged, espying the hoof
of the boar running before her, loathes
the loss of words into the whirling wind,
so many children lost, her hand,
scratched by thorns, so cold, pinned
to her heart for warmth, seeking a land
where winds will cease and she can rest
in the safe surety of her own nest.

Bedroom Arrangement

the warmth from the screen that
has so replaced the fire very
nearly touches her fingertips as
she rearranges the items on
a bureau-top: silver tie bar, loose
coins, gap-toothed comb, a crumpled
post-it bearing a telephone
number, the shoehorn fashioned of
mock tortoiseshell, furniture, staid
and squat, cherry-stained,
replete with socks and suchlike,
the blinds too thin to
keep the light out entirely,
and, moored down, so,
by heavy furniture, she
seeks some warmth, for a
moment, and then, sleep

Building Blocks

sans hands and feet,
perpetually walking across his
diamond of yellow bright
black bordered, featureless,
suspended, forever, in
signage

the blocks, too, have fallen
together so that they read:
mene, mene, tekel, upharsin...
before they are gathered up
in awkward handfuls to be
thrown back into the
toybox

still the carpets to be cleaned,
the dividing lines of the tiles
abraded with bleach and
water, the errant
marks of pencil smoothed
off a wall, the accidental
erased with a
heavy hand, heavier heart

08 March 2011

Networking Workshop for Poets and Writers at the Mount Vernon Public Library on the evening of 17th March!!!



Date: Thursday, 17th March 2011

Time: 6:30 p.m. to 8:00 p.m.

Place: Mount Vernon Public Library Community Room

Address: 28 South 1st Avenue, Mount Vernon, NY 10550

Telephone: 914.668.1840

06 March 2011

Contemporary Literary Horizon.....two poems translated into Romanian for the Jan.-Feb. 2011 issue.

MARY ANN MCCARRA

FITZPATRICK

(STATELE UNITE)





PAGE-TURNER (CAN ONE TRUST THE NARRATOR?)





leather spined, she turns the

first, blank page, to see the

frontispiece, in short inky strokes,

obscured, so slightly, by paper tissue-

thin, the uppermost corner

wrinkled as if the last reader

closed the volume with an

impatient (or hasty) hand



endpapers, printed in peacock

colors, the whorls of red, blue,

green merging into a whole as

rich as plum pudding



turning the page, forgoing the

inevitable dedication (not to

her, certainly) musing over the

cryptic capitals punctuated by

oh-so-definite periods



chapter one was romance, the

treacle thick on the fingers,

licked off, delicious it was, so

sweet



no eye for foreshadowing, the

page missing from the index

vexing her, and can one,

really, ever trust the

narrator?



no. and so--she turns the

cream colored sheets, looking for

some legend she will understand,

oil black, that

she can trace over. but. no.



placed back upon the shelf at the

last and left to the whims

of the removal men



SEVEN-OH-FIVE



seven o five and OH the

minutes tick down, and dear,

this stocking is already laddered (where IS

another?) and there the

kettle blowing her top, steaming

away as if she would power the

whole house and

dammit where are my keys, so

sure I left them on the hook

by the door,

tick, tick, tick echoing back,

the click, click, click of

hasty shoes upon the boards (too

late, now, to worry about the

noise) snatching at purse-

strap then

dash-dark-down the stairwell,

ready as she'll ever be

(resolving, always, to be better:

that graceful, unhurried woman espied from afar)





ÃŽNTOARCE PAGINA

(NE PUTEM ÃŽNCREDE ÃŽN NARATOR?)



învelită în piele, ea întoarce

prima pagină albă să vadă

frontispiciul în tuşe scurte de cerneală

imperceptibil ascunse de hartia

ca o foiţă , colţul de sus

mototolit de parcă ultimul cititor

a închis cartea

cu o mână nerăbdătoare (sau grăbită)



ultimele două pagini, imprimate în

culorile unui păun, spirale de roşu, albastru,

verde contopindu-se într-un tot

plin ca o plăcintă de Crăciun



dând pagina, trecând peste

inevitabila dedicaţie (nu adresata ei,

desigur) cugetând la

iniţialele criptice delimitate

atât de limpede de puncte



primul capitol a fost de dragoste,

melasa în straturi groase pe degete,

linsă, ce gust delicios a avut,

aÅŸa dulce



nepricepută la a ghici,

pagina lipsă din cuprins

o contrariază, şi ne putem oare

încrede vreodata

în narator?



nu, şi astfel întoarce

foile bej, cautând o legenda

pe care s-o înteleagă,

negru ca tăciunele, pe care

să o poată străbate. dar. nu.



aşezată la loc pe raft

ultima ÅŸi la cheremul

oamenilor de la mutări.



OF, ÅžAPTE ÅžI CINCI



Åžapte ÅŸi cinci ÅŸi OF

minutele trec ÅŸi, vai,

ciorapul ăsta e deja agăţat (pe unde-o FI

celălalt?) iar dincolo ceainicul

dă în clocot, scoţând aburi de parcă

ar vrea să alimenteze

întreaga casa şi

fir-ar să fie, unde-mi sunt cheile, sigur

le-am lăsat în cuier

lângă uşă,

tic, tic, tic dublând ecoul

toc, toc, tocănitului

pantofilor grăbiti pe podea

(prea târziu acum să-mi fac griji

pentru zgomot) înşfăcând

geanta apoi

în grabă–pe scară-în beznă,

mai pregatită ca oricând

(hotărâtă mereu să fie mai bună:

femeia graţioasa cu pas agale

zărită în depărtare)



Traducere de Aura Mircea

MTTLC, anul II, Universitatea din BucureÅŸti

Mount Vernon Inquirer article, March 2011 issue.....available now!!!

An article appears in the March 2011 issue of the Mount Vernon Inquirer regarding last month's poetry reading at the Mount Vernon Public Library.

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Mount Vernon, NY 10551-0458

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Mr. Joe Parisi, Editor and Publisher.



27 February 2011

Poems appearing in Issue No. 3 of Obsolete Magazine.

Two of MaryAnn's poems "Break Room" and "Three Roads Converge" -- which first appeared on this blog -- will be published in Issue No. 3 of Obsolete Magazine.

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25 February 2011

Contemporary Literary Horizon, Jan.-Feb. 2011 Issue.

http://contemporaryhorizon.blogspot.com/

Some poems published in the Jan.-Feb. issue of Contemporary Literary Horizon!!


01 February 2011

Crazed Cup

under the sink they are,
lined up, the forgotten
carafes, skewers for a
barbeque, behind a jumble

of flowerpots, paintpots, coffee-
and-teapots, the held-onto-
just-in-case, the broken
vessel, chipped, who might

just do in a pinch, and
thankful, too, we'll be, not
having that easy habit of
discarding others, the broken,

the imperfect, the slightly
cracked,
the crazing on an old cup a
map of all those days gone by

long forgotten, along with
their random imperfections,
dwarfed by the blazing of the sun,
remembering how hot it was....

A Cat and A King

because the mind can be
convinced of anything at 3:58
a.m. she clings more tightly
than ever to sleep, anxious for

the dawn to set things to rights, the
towels folded for the laundry, the
coffee made and the
black dog sent on his way

without a bone to gnaw upon. And
peace falls upon the house
(momentarily), all the small
noises scrabbling inside the walls

a sort of unspeech to the unpeople
lingering about in all their
transitory glory, a housemaid
passing by a duchess (and to

be sure, a cat may look at
a king)

Shipping Forecast

there is no connection,
no threading tissue,
between one and another,
no bother, as the dinner
gets done, chop-a-block,
in staccato steps, a
puzzle of paint-by-numbers,
ketchup-red, steak sauce-brown,
grainy-golden mustard, a dollop
of it on the spoon about to
be dashed into the sauce for the fish
with one fine wrist-movement (ah,
if all things could be so--
definite and sure)

saving her voice for after
dinner, when the clatter of
silverware straight into
the sink has faded, the
shipping forecast predicting
only minor squalls
and so
to bed

Hitchcock's Blond Women

Hitchcock's blond women forever
frame-frozen: on a train, in a
shower, in a boat, on horseback

not always
having more fun

especially when:
hanging off national monuments,
being repeatedly stabbed, bird-beak
pecked, or
stringently psychoanalysed by
their husband (even if he is
Sean Connery)

better, so, to be
brunette!

Dervish

dervish whirls around the
pastel plain of the carpet
where lambs gambol,
eternally leaping over
that next hillock

turn, turn, turn, turn and
stop

on to pacing, pace, pace, pace,
pace, pace then
Stop

then to screaming, the arc rising
up and up, the
incredible crescendo of it

breaks with a bite upon
his hand,

stop

STOP

22 January 2011

McCarra/Poetry Reading Number Nine

Costello's

what she loved about you was
the way you folded the

daily news and set it aside
when you looked at her, the

seven-and-seven in his hand
and Thurber's comic dogs

still capering on the wall for
all eternity, barely held at

bay by dowagers made of
curlicues, staid witnesses to

long-ago afternoons, the
ink fresh upon the paper,

words still unread

Because You Never Know

because you never know
what you might find--
keep your bag open to
receive those unwitting gifts
falling from heaven

heavy as rocks, weighty as
oranges arranged in a
pyramid, or, equally,
cardboard boxes, squared
and brown, at repose

in the closet, the accidental
words seeping from them like
jam from the jar, the
stickiness forcing you
to contemplate how it was

they were strung, one after
another, those pearls grafting
each to each, phrases awkward
as a foal, yet, somehow,
standing on their own

Keys

the only contstant, change, the
sureness of the seasons we

mark off on the calendar, careful
in our commemorations of those

unmarked dates, your birthday,
the driving rain that stopped

our shopping, the first and
last speeches graved on

the tablets of our memories,
dredged back to first-freshness

by a taste, a smell, a look,
the grey color of the sky before

snow, the particular groovings in
the cut of a key, cold in

the hand, the sound of it turning
an echo of others

New Eden

yes, to be sure, the other
side of the fence has

attractions, the magazine layout
cropping out the compost, the

chipping of the brickwork, some
less than sightly branches,
leaning, sickly, to the ground,
the chorus of sparrows waking one
from rest

....until all appears as a
new eden, the apples hanging,
rosy, on the tree, the sheen
of the page, pretty impossibilities,

still, so pretty to survey

Confectionary

the selection box of sweets,
each sweet word of yours coated

with high-grade confectionary, laced
over with script in darker
chocolate, thick with
corn syrup and chemicals, the
rainbow tints of candied
creams, gussied up with red
foil and cellophane wrappers

morse code of chocolates: sweets
for the sweet--a hundred
corny valentine's day jokes in
sugary reverberation
til the last mouthful is
swallowed down

18 January 2011

Reading at the Blue Door Gallery, Yonkers, NY

MaryAnn -- and others -- will be reading at the Blue Door Gallery's "Open Mic" in Yonkers, NY on Sunday 23rd January.


Location: Blue Door Gallery, 13 Riverdale Avenue (between Main and Hudson), Yonkers, New York.

Time: 4:00 p.m. to 5:00 p.m.


There is no charge, but they do say that contributions will be appreciated.

For more information: 914-375-5100


Email: info@bluedoorgallery.org

13 January 2011

Receipts

here is the receipt for it
all, the paying out, the
words spoken, the words written,
the stamps licked, the books
bought (and read), the men loved (and
lost, too) the hundred thousand
tiny remembrances written down in
desk diaries: today I did, today I
went, the shoes for a
wedding, christening, burial (check
their heels for signs of wear) the
receipt for all consumed, the tea,
bread, butter, meat, vegetables

the time, too, consumed in blocks of hours,
eight hours, two hours, the commuting
hours of rain streaking down the
train windows and the collective sigh
when, stalled and darkened, newspapers
rustle in unison......we shall not
have this time back, it evaporates
as steam from the pot, as if it
never were

Hot Coffee

it will come to that
and better to face it
with force than to take
that other line,
pale, dreading
that telephone call or
this encounter, the
awkwardness of wooden blocks
as I stumble, thick-soled,
towards you, a pot of coffee
in my (hospitable) hands

better, so, to bite off the
matter with a smile,
after all the revisions,
indecisions, to drive a
stake through the heart
of the thing, looming large
in your mind, no greater
than a gnat

Last Chances

grasping, with the tips
of her fingernails to that
last, imagined chance, she
has the sensation she is
floating slightly above the
ground, so focused she is
on that long held ideal,

the elusive, eluding, winking
wolf who passes her in the
hallway, nips at her heels,
scratches at her door, then,
just as suddenly, gone.

missing his warmth, the
bulk of him, his eyes, but
not his tearing teeth, his
scratching nails

and last chances going the
same way as lost prayers,
written out and used as a
marker in a recipe book

Break Room

this day we mark, not so
different from all the
rest, yet it has candles, and
cake, and plastic goblets
of cheap champagne so harsh
it burns the throat, the
cake a slab of flour, butter,
sugar, eggs overlaid with
thickwhite cream graced with
fragile roses crushed by a
spork (no forks being
available) in the dim dark
of the break room, the
sad coffee-colored carpet
fraying under our feet and
she lifts her glass, yes, before
returning to struggle with the
copier, thrusting her hands
deep into the warmth of
the machinery to retrieve the
paper folded, fanlike, between
the rollers

Blueprints

to find the way out
is not so hard, the
blueprints having been kept
handy by the previous
owner, the markings on
the wood, beneath the
plaster, easily spotted
by your x-ray eyes--

and what will you do,
when free? what
indeed......his list, marked
out in curious characters, is
a mystery even to him,
the long riddle of his life
a scarf placed this way
and that, to ward off
the cold from around
the corner